I only graduated a little over a month ago, and when I drove by my old high school earlier this morning for the first time since graduating it finally hit me, I'm most likely never going to step foot in those hallways or see any of the people from my graduating class ever again. It's funny, when I went there all I could think about graduation, I literally had a countdown going since half way through sophomore year, and couldn't wait to get out of there. Now I feel like I wouldn't even mind going there for another year or four, and actually trying this time and not just doing the bare minimum just to get by all the time. Don't get me wrong, by no means was I an idiot stoner or anything, I had/have a good looking girlfriend, excelled in sports, and did okay in my classes but I don't know I feel like I could have tried a lot harder, maybe it's just because my ship date to USMC boot camp is drawing nearer and I'm just afraid of finally having to step out into the real world. Looking back now I would do so many things differently and been a completely different person if I got the chance to re-do it.